Vincent Van Gogh history
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You come from a good family. Dutch notables. Your father, himself the son
of a famous preacher, was a minister. Your mother was the daughter of a court
binder ( he bound the first Constitution of Holland). An old family had been
respected since the sixteenth century. Your grandparents on your fatherŐs
side had twelve children ( one of whom died as an infant). Their six sons
became priests, goldsmiths, art dealers...Even one was a sculptor... Two families
whose main concerns were religion and art... Your future was already mapped
out... As she was coming from the big city of Breda,your mother must have
founf herself most isolated, far from her family among peasants who spoke
a dialect she didnŐt understand. She was 31 when she got married with your
father, who was a little younger than her. They wanted fast a child... One
year later, she gave birth to a stillborn child.... You can imagine their
expectation, their hope, thenĘ the radical disappointment. The remorse. The
fear of the future, to give birth only to stillborn children. Their anxiety
and their hope. The desire of your mother to make up for what she had done,
her guilt. To erase their shame, their disgrace to have put in the world a
dead child. Soon, you are conceived.